*The RENT cast in Seasons of Love. They were fucking awesome! I was so thrilled to have seen the show again after two weeks of not seeing it. And today was also my show... so all those months of hard work selling tickets and promoting it finally paid off. Imagine watching it everyday for a week during Tech Week, then not seeing it at all the whole of last week 'coz I was sick, and well, I was taking a RENT break to get back in the work zone. I can't afford to be distracted when there's so much to do, with so few hands, and in so little time. And also, if you're immersed in a show that talks about the exciting bohemian life, and you wake up everyday to the corporate world, it kind of strikes a discord. And you end up lost.
Today, I felt so harassed because I was bogged down by work stuff and it's supposedly my day-off. I could've been taking it easy, sleeping in, playing tennis, getting a haircut, preparing for my RENT show tonight, and just be leisurely for once.... but no. Unfortunately, I had a shoot to fix for Thursday - and it's an out of town shoot so logistics are bloody unnerving. I'm excited about this though... I feel like this is going to be our best one yet. I can't wait to see the output since I have an awesome team behind me. And we're just so chill that the magic instantly happens on set when creative minds synergize and let loose without fear. Well a little fear...
All the planning and the additional pullout however disabled me from eating a proper breakfast and lunch... I was without food for the most part of the day until after I played tennis in Polo. ergo, slower metabolism... and the potential to binge at night.
WHAT I ATE TODAY:
Piadine from Polo w/ Mozarella Cheese, Apples, and Salami
- 1 cup of bacon-corn soup from Cafeteria
- 1/2 glass of red wine
- 1 San Mig Light
- 1 shot of Patron from Birthday Girl Bianca Desales
SIGHTS AND SOUNDS:
AT THE FEBRUARY 20 8pm Saturday RENT SHOW
- BTW, I miss you Gians! And you're looking so thin and hot! I love it!
*Though in retrospect, I've been realizing that going out is not my thing anymore. I just wanna stick to what I wanna do, my real friends and my passion.
1 hour, 30 minutes of tennis
*I should invest more time next time on rallying...
*Anyway, today... I dunno. It's back again. Black Magic. Deep Magic - consuming me. It doesn't help to unload on your closest and most trusted friends. It only makes it worse - when you repeat and replay it in your head over and over again. Arghhh... why? Why must this happen? It's not like I want it to happen but it happened. God, please knock some sense into my head that it's a worthless cause. worthless. and pointless.
- 2000 and Frazzled